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Of all days, yesterday was the time where EVERYONE I know brings you up. Not that I’m upset about it, but it’s weird. Even my sister brought you up LOL. But yeah. It’s been a year. And I messaged you one day before… And I didn’t notice the date so yeah this is awks but it’s coo. Hope you’re doing well. As usual.
I don’t know if I like this person or not. I’ve known him for years and lately we’ve been talking every day since we haven’t seen each other for the past 3 weeks. I don’t want to like him. He has a girlfriend or I think he still does.. If there’s one thing I avoid, it’s guys who are in a relationship. I’m almost positive that he doesn’t see me in that way and I don’t know what I’d do if our friendship changed because of some unsure feelings.
Hopefully this feeling doesn’t grow and it’s all a big joke.
Along with you, my habit of cuddling pillows slowly follows.
I don’t understand why I still want to be… Close to you. It’s been a year. And there’s still a part of me that doesn’t want to move on. Is that normal? Fuck, I don’t even know you any more.
The fact that you two aren’t gay but look good together, it breaks my heart.
The ship is slowly sinking. Like the Titanic… With the old lady surviving. Like your friendship? :D
Just came home from a small gathering at high park… Park. Saw a bunch of cherry blossoms and the weather was chilly, but the mood was uplifting. Wouldn’t mind going there for a picnic after graduation with a few people. Hah, we should hold our graduation lunch there.
Haven’t been able to update lately. There’s so much going on, with spirit week coming up soon. Monday, pep rally. Tuesday, international day. Wednesday, artsperience. Thursday, wonderland. Friday, camp Robinhood. And with me performing in 8 things for artsperience.. I’m going to die.
I am so fucking tired. But there’s so much to do. Like chemistry. And physics. And English. And philosophy. DON’T GET ME STARTED ON VOCALS.
I’m trying to stop with my obsession over asses. It’s been 3 months since I’ve looked at his. The fact that we’re graduating soon and I’ll never see that fine curve of..
I MAY CRY. THIS IS TOO MUCH. :’(
Because I’m so flat, I don’t mind getting a chest piece in the future. Been jonesing over one for so long x_x